The past few days has been a challenge. Feeling the recession, work, studies and family crisis. I am glad to say the tension is easing down on me.
I am enjoying this beautiful day. The end of the week, approaching the holiday on Monday. Looking forward to the end of the month. My son school is closing for Eater holidays next week. We are almost over with the 1t quarter of the year. I am already asking myself, what have I done which is remarkable for 2010. I love this year, even just saying 2010, brings hope and brightens my day.
I am planning a life changing journey which I would like to take this year. I am confident I am going to change people's lives, bring hope, happiness and confidence to those who needs it the most. I am excited and for the 1st time in a long run, I don't have anxiety.
I have a strong feeling I am approaching the real goal. The real reason why I am placed here at this moment. The feeling has nothing to do with money, but something within my soul. I have had this void for so many years, that I am not living my purpose. Yes, I have enjoyed most of the work I have done, but some I have done half hearted. Knowing I was not contributing as I am required. I am glad I am reaching my goal at this stage of my life, because I am aware of who I am.
I am at peace with who I am. I am me, just as I am. I love the age, my body, my existence. Now it is time to share the feeling and make others see their potential. It is the best feeling in the world.
The time is now. I feel it, I embrace it and I understand what is expected from me. I can truly say, God's timing is spot on. This would not have made any sense if it had hit be before. I would have missed all the signs. But right now, I am aware and I am thirsty for it.
Let's roll!
