FRIENDS

Where would we be without friends. Hooked up with a friend I have missed so much...OKECHI...I have missed you my friend. It was good talking to him. This is one man I wish to know for eternity. There is nothing amazing we do or talk about except of coursing just 'fooling around'. But his existence means so much to me. ....I love talking to him. He makes me so angry at times. I ignore him for months or weeks, then we get to talk again, it's like a breath of fresh air. Ask me what do we talk about.  Mostly politics. I am amazed how much he knows about my country.
The man is based in Kenya, but you would think he is right next door. He converse about issues like he is in the country. Amazing. And then I feel bad. I don't follow up on issues in Africa, I only do if something big happens. But Okechi, no he knows it all. My passion and deep love for my continent is kept alive by friends like these. Love u Okechi. I love being friends with you. COME TO THE WORLD CUP.

ACTION

I've finally completed a script I have been working on for months. I am so excited. It's like giving birtth to a child. Wow. I'm proud of myself. Now begins the phase of raising the child, which is also making sure that I get this project off the ground. For the first time in my life I'm gonna go big or go home as they put it.

It's going to happen, as God is my witness. I'm starting a fight for all women. 

EASTER WEEKEND

I'm at work on Saturday. Not complaining, not at all. It is quiet, no one is disturbing...although I miss mu colleagues sense of humour.
I'm excited about the script I am working on. Head lovely news that one of my piece is being published. Fantastic and fabulous.
I am enjoying being home. My son is coming back and I can smile again.
Great to be alive.

TO PUBLISH

My goodness, when it's time, it's just is. I wrote a piece of something I felt sometime ago. I emailed it to someone and I have just been told it is to be published. Who would have known? Especially a piece on the issues of HIV/AIDS something people rarely want to talk about. I'm grateful to God for this opportunity. My prayers are answered. I have been asking him for help, to show me what I am supposed to do and his light is leading me. 

I will show its link here when the editing is finalised so that you can also read it. 

OK!

The past few days has been a challenge. Feeling the recession, work, studies and family crisis. I am glad to say the tension is easing down on me.

I am enjoying this beautiful day. The end of the week, approaching the holiday on Monday. Looking forward to the end of the month. My son school is closing for Eater holidays next week. We are almost over with the 1t quarter of the year. I am already asking myself, what have I done which is remarkable for 2010. I love this year, even just saying 2010, brings hope and brightens my day.

I am planning a life changing journey which I would like to take this year. I am confident I am going to change people's lives, bring hope, happiness and confidence to those who needs it the most. I am excited and for the 1st time in a long run, I don't have anxiety.

I have a strong feeling I am approaching the real goal. The real reason why I am placed here at this moment. The feeling has nothing to do with money, but something within my soul. I have had this void for so many years, that I am not living my purpose. Yes, I have enjoyed most of the work I have done, but some I have done half hearted. Knowing I was not contributing as I am required. I am glad I am reaching my goal at this stage of my life, because I am aware of who I am.

I am at peace with who I am. I am me, just as I am. I love the age, my body, my existence. Now it is time to share the feeling and make others see their potential. It is the best feeling in the world.
The time is now. I feel it, I embrace it and I understand what is expected from me. I can truly say, God's timing is spot on. This would not have made any sense if it had hit be before. I would have missed all the signs. But right now, I am aware and I am thirsty for it.

Let's roll!

2010

This signifies how I feel. Refreshed, green with ideas and motivation. This year is mine. I planning to pray hard to God's support and the holy spirit to lead me to where I am supposed to be. 

I am crossing my fingers that I become a better person, with a free spirit, maturity and humility. I am working hard to be a better mother, woman and human being. I feel a strong connection with this year. I am a year away from my biggest celebration of my life. Celebrating my existence. I feel I need to thank God and his angels for watching over me, sticking by me, even when I didn't deserve it. 

I am looking to fighting the distraction which often try and upset God's plan. But I have no fear, I smile with ease, knowing I am not alone. 

Thank you for this day, and pls, never ever leave me. 

BIRTHDAY MONTH

This time of the year, the month I was born. I often reflect, and again I have. I am thankful of what I have achieved with my career, although it is not taking the direction I am excited about. I am thankful for my friends, who are there in times of happiness and need. I am thankful for my family who are my pillar of strength, who help to achieve and always motivate me. I am so thankful for my one and only son, who is one of the big reasons when I fall, I pick myself up in a flash. I wanna teach him to be a survivor. I am thankful for all those who spread the positive energy my way. I am so thankful I am alive to enjoy God's creation. Thank you.